Sad bugs

It is quite a difficult period for me - Work health and family. I started to have some sleep problems and it messed up my optimistism. Ah Zhen gets less cheery, more grumpy. It is also a period when Ah Zhen is blinded by negative thoughts and thinks she is unimportant to friends and families, yet she is torn between the guilt of knowing actually there are people who cares.

Ah Zhen needs to come to terms with herself. Eventually she will.

It's been long...

I am unlucky to have a degenerative eye disorder which is very uncommonly found in a chinese lady. The cause is unknown and it has already affected both my good and bad eyes. The only "cure" is to try to stop it from progressing and deteriorate further by doing a fairly new surgical procedure. For a while, it depressed me. On the other hand, I am lucky that it is found out early.

2 terms advised by doctor to google online before I return for another visit in December:
- Keratoconus
- Collagen Cross-Linking

Left alone

I forgot when was the last time my friend got angry and walked away. Then, while I thought I was trying to be nice and reconcile, she stung me with harsh text replies.

"Since you add in additional remarks which you recently are doing...playing with words...fine"

That marks the end of our conversation cause no matter how strong my shield is, I am still hurt. It only means I'm only a faker in her eyes...

想像普通的女子一样被爱着...

The sixth sense of love

Still fond of this man...

Acquaintance...

Most colleagues are, after all, only acquaintance. "We make small talks, we tease, we have fun, but we mostly don't let each other in close enough to share much deeper thoughts", once or twice, I told them so.

While they think of me as still an immature younger sister, it doesn't matter since we are still skimming the surface...

For the sweet tooth

Rose Veranda High Tea buffet might not have a generous spread of dishes for some, but it sooo satisfied my long craving for great cakes and mouth watering desserts. I'm not a tea lover and then again, I was won over by the very refreshing TWG 'Lemon Bush' tea which comes with the buffet. It's worth wasting my calories on. :)

勿忘我

If I have to pick, Myosotis Sylvatica (aka Forget-me-not) might be the most appropriate Valentine Day's flowers to send to my friends this year. A new iphone indicates that everything is working fine, it is simply quiet because...

Belated Greetings!

Happy Chinese New Year!

Time to change my phone, my wardrobe and my lifestyle. Time to kick off old habits and adopt good ones.

Time to learn to be 潇洒小姐.

寂寞时, 靠自己

慢慢学会享受寂寞...

'Paid leave' for the healthy?

Year end is coming and before I knew it my annual leave entitlement is almost used up. I should start planning to 'utilise' the leave that I almost never apply...

Tsk Tsk!

Became quite easily irritated when waiting for reply. How difficult can things be to confirm meeting with someone on that day itself and inform them what time to meet...?  

Phuket Phuket

Slept for less than 8 hours and finished a novel in my 4 days trip. Came back with a groggy head but still, I thoroughly enjoyed it.

A good lyricist makes a good poet

翻飛了往事 有時灼傷眼眸
那傷人的台詞 現在聽來輕鬆
平息了心思 有時一笑而過
我此刻的樣子 見風仍然是風

學會了生活能享受寂寞...

To the East Coast

Lavish breakfast. Sunny morning. Chatty colleagues. Almost sunburnt skin. We have fun cycling together the first time.

Nice quote

​當别人都在看我飛得高不高時，只有你們關心我飛得累不累...

Bikini gals on sunless Turi beach

意志能有多坚强?

小时候节食减肥把肠胃搞得不太好 坚持跑了几年膝盖却开始变弱 忍了很久后还是沉不住气的对ah gong大呼小叫...

沮丧.

A juicy fruitful trip!

Back to my homeland with a luggage full of 'junk'. I like it, shopping in Bangkok with 2 good kakis.

我梦里出现了一个你 很陌生却熟悉 还有架钢琴一点旋律 它让我不想清醒...