My 21st birthday is over. So fast. haha. Thanks Cousin for her Levi voucher and Dim sum treat on sunday. The earliest birthday present and wishes I've received this year. I haven't thought of what to buy with the voucher yet. I shall keep it until I thin down whahaa. Dreaming lolx. I should slap myself awake. Also, thanks her for staying up late on wednesday night and be the first to sms me...

My pretty pretty buddy Miss Chuin chuin dropped by on thursday morning with a strawberry short cake and christmas present whahaha. Actually she intended to give me a surprise but my big mouth Mum already told me on tuesday that she would be coming lolx. Ya, had no trouble remembering it cause Mum kept repeating till I had it memorized in my head "You're lucky to have this kind of friend. The rain poured heavily and still she came twice to my stall" The next sentence always made me laugh "Don't tell her I tell you she's coming because she tell me not to tell you she's coming" hahaha. Funny. Really touched norhz. After cutting the cake we sat around to chit chat. I think she somehow fell for my po-po soft toy (Kapo and Hippo) because her skeleton fingers just couldn't stop touching them. It's KAPO Miss Chuin, not kappo. haha! Thanks for what you've done whaha. Muackssssssssssssssssssssssssss. The cake was nice, and so was the belt okay? hehe...Strawberries are as sweet as me...











Pretty Miss Chuin and Ugly Miss Zhen hehe...at my home. I just woke up wor.



Yen went shopping with me on wednesday evening and dine at Sakae Sushi. We watched 'night at the musenum'. Very entertaining movie! hahaha. Before entering the cinemas, she brought me a christmas log cake in replace for birthday cake lolx. Thanks my cutie buddy k! lolx (Don't bang your head into the ceiling, you will have a hard time pulling it out) whahaha. I hoped she will like the christmas present norhz...

Pretty Cloud Miss Yun brought de mango cake from four leaves tasted super nice lolx! yum yum. There is a layer of mango pudding on top. Thanks for her accompany on thursday k! hehe. Oh ya, she did a Mr Jack birthday card for me. Very cute. Lucky Mr Jack'S wife is not inside or else me gonna burn it whahahaha! Kidding. Also, she 'stole' her Mum threads to tie up the chocolates. So coincidently the threads were in black and white colours whahaha. 'Eragon' was not bad, but the storyline progress kinda quickly...

On thursday night my ex company colleagues called my mobile to wish me happy birthday. haha happy. Thanks to you guys and those who sms me. I forgot if I replied or not to the smses. hahaha I so bad. Muack Muack~

Thanks mama. Muack~ Gonna treasure and wear that necklace~

Went vivocity with Pei, her sister and her friend. She said she wanna treat me eat dim sum last week for my early birthday treat. Woke up at 9.10am and meet her at the bus stop near our house. Then she suddenly gave me levi voucher as birthday present ahhhh. My fav hehehe! I opened and saw $50 inside. Then after eating and shopping I realized actually there was another $50 behind the first piece. I don't know what else to say except looking at her with big big eyes! lolx Really very surprised wor! Thanks so much!!! I didn't expect her to buy for me present since she is treating for dim sum! I'm sorry that I didn't buy for her anything during her birthday except paying for her photographs. Gonna be so guilty. Xie xie ni~~~~~~

P brought a silver hair clip and angie the choice mango cake (They kept saying the cartoon face looked alot like me). She also share present togather with another four colleagues to buy a huge hippo soft toy for me. Did they realize that actually the price tag are still attached to it? It was in Euro 64.95 (which is around $118) and there were only five people sharing. I'm a cheapo so I thought this was so expensive. Very pai seh to accept but I like it. Yaya. I'm childish. It was so soft to HUG! lolx. Then, they treat me eat Pizza Hut. It's was a pretty touching farewell party. hehe. No matter how much I always complained about this company, I still would like to thank all for them for giving me two happy advance birthday celebration (One is last year). New admin gave me a cute xmas decor. They sang happy birthday song for me (In english, chinese and cantonese) and my 'flip newspaper' boss came in to took my photo using his mobile. So cute ar him hahaha. We spent two and a half hour for lunch. Zhen de hen xie xie ta men. P held my palm and said "wo zhen de she bu de ni. Ni bu ke yi wang ji wo k. Will you miss me anot? I know you won't la. You heartless girl! Call me ar!". New admin slap my leg and said the same thing. Just before I went home, they each gave me a hug, wished me good luck, and then for a second I felt like crying (I didn't la). lolx. I'm not a crybaby k! But then I also don't know why I felt quite touched lo. haha. I didn't know they will be celebrating for me until this morning, didn't know even boss would come in and sing birthday song. Thanks them for still treating me well on my last day, making it quite a memorable one. hoho.











Colleagues from another company Pei Juan, Yvonne and Canie












Colleagues of mine hehehe. Chuah, WWjie, Isreen, Bernice, P

Haha. Guess what? It's my last day of work. lolx. I knew I would be very sad after becoming jobless, but now I'm so relieve to leave here! lolx. I'm a bad lazy girl. I brought the handphone pouch for my colleagues early this morning. One for the new admin as well. Hope they would like it norhz. Surprised surprised, new admin gave me a early xmas present also. So touched. I haven't unwrap it, bu she de unwrap it lolx. Then, I passed the cake towel to P. She thought it's real and she asked me not to go for lunch later as she already brought a cake for me. It is for celebrating my birthday in advance. ahhh. Thanks so much. Really appreciated their "xin yi" lolx!

Thanks so much to Miss Chuin also. So touched yo. She asked if my birthday and the day before anyone ask me out, in case I'm alone. Xie xie ni miss chuin~ haha~ Don't muack you later you think I les. I go muack my mama whahahaha

We were having lunch. WWjie pointed to the new girl, saying how good it is to be born thin and tall. Those ladies could wear whatever they like and still looking nice. The new admin then said she is not thin actually. I ate my mee quietly, feeling kinda awkward. I was praying they don't comment anything on my weight. But, sianly, WWjie said something again...

WWjie: She is not thin. I looked at her liao. Actually she got alot of meat on her hip.

Okay. Win. Gave her the suaning award and don't talk to me! As if I don't know I'm fat she found a need to keep reminding me. I eat lesser and I went jogging but none seems to help ma. It's not that I don't know I'm gaining weight and did nothing ma. boo boo. People who have never been shoot these hurting words don;t know how it felt like. Really very demoralize lo

People told me I'm not vain. Then, i start to wonder what does vain means? This is what i found from the net...

Vain - It means caring only about yourself, your looks and thinking everything is about you...

E.G. - you are standing in a group, someone comes up and says "oh you are so beautiful" - he means the girl next to you, but you assume that it must be about you, and your chest puffs up...coz you're vain.

E.G. - there is a dinner and a lot of ppl are going, wearing nice but normal clothes, you cannot bear to just be ordinary, you spend hours and hours getting dressed, so you will be noticeable and ppl will admire you...coz you're vain.

Vain ppl keep looking in the mirror and admiring themselves and keep raving about their own accomplishments and think they are the best thing in the whole world.The difference between a self-confident person and a vain person is that the vain person irritates everyone and gets on their nerves, but a self-confident person only inspires and ppl enjoy their company...

Why didn't she listen to what I said? Told her not to buy that since I wouldn't wear it yet she went ahead. I felt like screaming! ahhhh! It's so expensive and it's not even what I like. I felt like nagging at her but couldn't bring myself to do it. I feel so bad! She complained about having not enough money, then why couldn't she save up and don't buy me anything. Honestly, all I want from her this year is just a birthday cake (She gave me none except when I'm in primary three or four) and a small hongbao. I feel so much like crying now. Help? Tell me how can I stop feeling so bad for the money she spent?

E could be quite funny sometimes, though he is always pressing me for the posters. He asked me if I've done his work and I shook my head. Then, he closed my door and said "Like that I'd have to lock you up liao". diaoz right. I noticed that there are still many others who like to crack lame jokes, not only me and my group of friends.

Not here not there not anywhere. Where am I? I felt fat and ugly. I felt stress. I think before long I will have depression...

Insensitive words by guys:
1. You fat fat liao.
2. You're eating these? Eating cakes and sweet stuff makes you fat.
3. Try wearing this massage shoes la, then you can slim down.
4. You think every girls like you so stupid and timid?
5. You study designs mehz? You don't look like lehz.
6. Change your dressing style lahz. So boring.
7. You should do something to your hair.
8. Why you always wear till like that?
9. You don't like to wear fashion stuff?

I went jogging with Miss Chuin. Boo Boo. Saded. I'm so lousy. I shall train more and run further.

Miss Chuin asked me to do out a Christmas Wishlist so others would know what to buy for me.

1. A white Belt I saw at Cineleisure push cart.
2. A small small bag from Myphosis.
3. Acessories from Topshop. (Other stores also can)

That's all I could think of right now. Lolx. I think these items are within the budget yo.

I hate L from Death Note. Why? Because he could eat plenty of sweety junk food without getting fat.

I wore a jeans I brought two years ago. In office, I sat down and my fats became so obvious. I'm dead. I must have been consuming a lorry of oily junk food...

My 21st birthday wish list:
1. Lose 10kg weight, remove mole, be pretty and stylish. (I'm Dreaming)
2. Gain confidence and be bold.
3. Found better job, earn more and lesser quarrels with family.
4. All families and friends of mine stay happy and healthy.
5. Alot but I forgot.

My jobless To-Do list:
1. Spend a jolly 21st birthday.
2. Clear my dressing drawers, my cupboard, my shelves etc.
3. Apply for Debit card.
3. Probably have a hair cut.
4. Change a new mobile phone.
5. Do things which I didn't have time to do during work.

I looked into the mirror and saw a pig staring back. So, I went to take my skipping rope. Not more than 2 minutes, my brother returned home. That's it. I couldn't skip. I shall go bang wall.

I watched the Tv about 'New York Skin Solutions', 'London Weight Management' and 'Yun Nam Haircare' just now. Then, it reminded me yet again of removing my moles. So, today being a super boring sunday, I went surfing through net to find the meanings of moles...Kinda interesting yo...here it goes...


MOLES ON THE BODY
1. Throat - An artistic temperament, successful.
2. Chest - Lazy, unsteady, quarrelsome, financially unsound.
3. Breast (right) - Indolent, intemperate.
4. Breast (left)-Active, energetic.
5. Nipple - Fickle and unfaithful.
6. Ribs (right) - Insensitive, cowardly.
7. Ribs (left) - Lazy, humorous.
8. Hips - Resourceful, valiant and over-amorous.
9. Leg (right) - Energetic and preserving.
10. Leg (left) - Lazy.
11. Ankle - A sharing nature, a sense of humor.
12. Heel - Mentally and physically active. Should beware of making enemies.
13. Foot (right) - Loves traveling.
14. Foot (left) - Thoughtful and gloomy; prefers a sedentary life.
15. Neck - Many ups and downs. Should be frugal.
16. Shoulder blades - Unhappiness.
17. Shoulder (left) - Easily satisfied.
18. Shoulder (right) - Prudent discreet, faithful and restless.
19. Wrist or hand (right) - Frugal, successful in business.
20. Wrist or hand (left) - Ingenious, artistic.
21. Finger - Dishonest, prone to exaggerate, unable to face reality.
22. Back - Frank with an inquiring mind. Should be cautious.
23. Buttocks - Total lack of ambition.


MOLES ON THE FACE
1. Mole on the left temple indicates a tendency to be spendthrift and horsetrong. The person should try to live a quiet life.
2. Mole on the right temple indicates exceptional ability. The person should guard against illness in later life.
3. Mole on or near the eyebrows belongs to preserving person who is happy in marriage. This person bewares of lightening and food poisoning.
4. Mole on or near the corner of the eye. An honest and forthright person who needs to be loved. 5. Mole on inside and outside of the ear. The person has wealth and fame but tends to be reckless.
6. Mole on the left cheek. A serious, studious and struggling person.
7. Moles on the right cheek promise a successful life after marriage.
8. Mole on the upper side of the nose denotes lust and extravagance.
9. Moles on the left side of the nose (middle) indicate a changeable nature. An untrustworthy but lucky person who should be bewares of falls.
10. Moles on the right side of the nose (middle) shows a great traveling urge, an outdoor occupation involve plenty of movement.
11. Mole on the lips signifies greed but benevolence.
12. Mole on the lower lips shows a quiet and studious nature. Good fortune is indicated in later life.
13. Moles on the chin show conscientious, common sense and artistic ability. These people make the best of any opportunities and improve a lot with age.


Lolx. Apparently my mole on left cheek and right side of nose are both bad!!!!1 lolx..i shall have it remove if possible..blehz

Everyone seems to be so busy doing work. Except me! I'm bored! Okay. I couldn't force people to entertain me online just because I'm bored to tears. So, I'm gotta entertain myself. Actually I've some designing to do, but am too lazy to start. I'm a lazy bum. lalala. My last day is on the 15th of Dec!!! yeah~ Then, I can happily enjoy my birthday and christmas before finding a new job. Crazy of me to think this way. Mama always told me there are plenty of people out there who are jobless and I don't know how fortunate I am. ya ya. Change the phrase please. Tell me something more creative. Boo. I'm a shitty gal hahaha.

Wei! friends!!! My birthday coming soon hor! Remember hor! No presents at least send a message! booo! Don't be so heartless. I will hang pig head on your door step, then those who forgot me shall remember me forever. hoho. I'm gonna update my timetable here as well, in case I'm the one who forgot who meet me...whahaha

9th - GY

20th - GY (Xmas budget $20)

21th - Yun

22th - Poly friends (Xmas budget $10)

23th - Miss Chuin and SZ (Xmas budget $15)

If anyone of you want to pang seh me, must let me know earlier wor!!!! Byebye the sailor man~