Demoralized...

The storeman was sacked...reason being "the store only need 1 people...with 2 there will be nothing to do" and that's it. Anyway...it's none of my business, as long as i kept my job. But then, there will be less one person to chat, less one person who clicked with me...so...i am damn demoralised...(WTH...2 had already been terminated after i joined here in less than a year! And both of them worked for only weeks to afew months...Their working attitude aren't bad either...)

It's a suxing company ya? Don't EVER mentioned to me that i've not seen enough of this world...cause i think any company which chose to kick two good staffs out in less than a period of 4 months wouldn't be that great! And any company which didn't replace the staffs who are being sacked or resigned, but simply added the job scope onto another existing staff workload without even abit of pay increment was damn sickening.

Who will the next person out? Me? Probably...

The real unlucky ones are those who stayed behind...

I've got enough of it...blehz!

"Ni ke yi bu yao ze yang dan chun ma? Hen rong yi gei ren bian de" (Direct translate: Can you stop being so innocent?)

I've heard this for countless time all right! So guys...stop mentioning over and over again the things i've already know! It made me feel damn stupid and gullible ya! And seriously...i don't know how others might feel...but i'm kinda upset over this now?

So what if im innocent...innocent is a wrong? innocent is when one doesn't like to chat about anything dirty? or do people just judge someone to be innocent by her/his looks?

E: I think you have to redo the poster. The customer think that it is not exciting enough...

Ok...now...i think i have no potential at all to be a designer too...

Personal Thoughts...Again...

Some of my weaknesses:

I'm noisy, long winded and naggy...

I'm nerdy, timid and stupid...

I've got no fashion sense...

Personal thoughts 2

Orh yea...It's office hour right now. I'm sitting in my little design room and hoping i wouldn't get caught for slacking during my last hour of the day.

I finished my poster ya? (A real lousy one actually) and it again reminded me of how unsuitable I am to be a graphics designer. Nevermind that, my job is to design...until maybe one day the boss find my concept too boring to continue and i'll just quit...

Personal thoughts...

Sometimes a little praise can really makes a difference (Of course, if you overdo it then it will sound very much like a sarcastic remark!)...Anyway, just to say that a simple sincere praise could brightened up people's day and gave someone's the confidence needed to live happier...To the person who allowed me to feel this way recently, thank you...

From my own judgment, the most beautiful ones are those who has the right amount of confidence in whatever they're doing. Not too arrogant and not too timid...Wish someday I will become one...

Hanging dry

Wor...Had been a long time since i last updated this blog. Applied one-day leave today so here i am taking some time off to add a new entry hehe. Xp went for operation to have her four wisdom tooth removed (There's gonna be stitches ya? lolx). Get well soon yo.

Yesterday night Xy asked about further studies. It's good to go back school, but i just couldn't think of what course I'm interested in. I remembered J once asked me during a shopping trip "There's got to be something you really enjoy doing. Drawing?" and i answered "I don't know. Can't come up with any right now". It's been over a year and still I am in square one. Friends might have already reached out for their goals and I'm still hanging aimlessly (Kinda sad ya?). By the time of my birthday this year, wish that i would have everything figure out (Hope so lolx!)

Orh ya. This is to my friend Miss Chuin...
What's happening to you sia. Have visited your blog several times and all those recent entries were so depressing yo. Jiayou jiayou yo. Im also an introvert and I have few close friends too (But then you've got something more than me. A goody goody boyfriend ya? haha) I knew i will be the last person you turn to when there's a problem lolx (I thought every friends of mine will agree on that...am not exactly a good listening ear yo) but maybe i can cheer you up abit la k..whahaha...Go Gal~

Here i found some Pictures of Daniel Wu...Very handsome ya? lolx.

Motive!

Guys, don't ever treat me too well out of sudden...I think I will be scare away lolx!!! I mean, of course my good buddys are supposed to be nice to me ...hahaha!...But if someone I'm not close with (E.g. Colleagues) wanna give me clothes for no apparent reason, then smiled and asked me to pick one...That will be kinda weird?

P: Ger (Gestured towards Y's Office)
Me: Ohok (We knocked and walked in quickly...Thought it's another design project again...)
Y: Which one you think nice? Just take it (Asking me and P)
Me: errrr.....
Y: Black? You always wear black...
Me: Erm...
Y: You like Black?
Me: Yeah...
Y: You unpack it and see if the size fit or not
Me: (Blindly followed what he said...Actualli i don't really like Polo T :X)
Y: Should be can...Na qu

And so, now i 've got a new BLACK polo T (Threw it aside once i reached home) hahaha. I'm still wondering what's his motive !!!! whahaah

Erm.........lost in thoughts

Hoho...A sun night again...Went to my grandma birthday earlier, ate buffet and chatted with cousins (Moi grandma has lots of grandchild and grandgrandchild...I don't even remember some haha) . Nothing special this year, held at the same place and ordered from the same caterer. Everyone just sort of gathered and talked, as usual...

Suddenly felt abit left out at the celebration lolx....but I'm always uncomfortable in big crowds. Not sociable enough ya? I knew I'm thinking too much again (Have been thinking lots every since i started working) It's just that...Arghhh....i don't exactly know what I'm going to type here...why do i start this subject anyway...

I wondered if i ever mention to anyone about this...Most of the relatives from my mother's side are realli good at socializing (Homourous and very friendly?) and i thought I'm the exceptional one...the odd one...It's like they are those sales type (That include my brother~) while I'm the opposite...what a funny thought ya?