Went downstair to have brucnh with family just now and I suddenly felt very down when they started talking about further studies and work. I know not having a direction in my life is not the end of the world, but sometimes I'm just so unsure of myself... so unsure of my future...

PMS or depression? I certainly hope it's not the latter...

I can't stop comparing myself to others. Compare about salary, compare about what others have accomplished... All the comparison kept reminded me of how much time I've wasted these three years and how lousy I still am. Worse, I just seems to ignore how others think of me...

Haiz...