Sometimes, I find myself too blunt and too forthright for my own good. Maybe that’s why I’m always the one who thinks too much. After all was said and done, I tried too much to think logically from everyone point of views, tried too much to stand in everyone shoes, tried too hard to please others and at the same time, finding faults with myself. Sometimes, this would just backfire and then I’m not the better person I hope I could be...

That’s me. It didn’t take me long to realize my dislike for myself increased with every complaint I made. The thoughts would keep coming back to me...why didn't I do this, why didn't I do that, why didn't I think of this, why didn't I think of that...

I’m not cut out for a good person, but I’m not bad enough.